College/the rest of my life is stressing me out to the point where I’m in tears and I’m getting so sick of it.

I understand from his point of view, if it’s not something major it’s not worth mentioning, but I really don’t like it when my boyfriend doesn’t talk to me. Even if it is small, I tell him all the small stuff, and I’d appreciate the same every now and then. It doesn’t happen all that often, so if something’s bothering him, I’d at least like to know if I can help calm him down.

The other problem is that’s just who he is. It’s not going to change any time soon. And I don’t want him to change who he is for me. I just feel like he’s done so much for me, I want to try and return the favor. I’m a nurturer like that, so when he shuts himself out I feel rather helpless.


reading a foreign language: yeah
writing in a foreign language: ok
listening to a foreign language: wait
speaking in a foreign language: fuck

(via cynistercyanide)